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2011-03-29T21:34:00.008+05:30

Assalamualaikum.

ade orang panggil strike,

ade orang gelar putro,

ade orang laung laung bang im, bang im,

ade orang label kacak,

ade orang lapar biscuit,

ade orang,ialah farchuque!

candid pun still kacak

Hari ini birthday dia. Dia yang berskuter hijau. Dia yang tidur awal nak mampus. Dia yang selalu berteriak " matila kau!" dan " kenapa kau syaitan sangat". Dia yang rajin gila study. Dia yang sangat kamcing dengan jiran2 putra tropika nya. Dia yang suka tengok anime. Dia yang makan banyak. Dia yang tak de bulu kaki. Dia yang pernah dipanggil "maam" sebab rambut panjang haram.Dia yang mempunyai kaki yang pantas, lincah dan tangkas. Dia yang menyanyi sampai terbatuk batuk dan telah direkod. Dia yang pernah kene berdiri sebab tidur dalam kelas pharmac. Dia yang kantoi menipu Vice Principal. Dia yang tak cukup attendance microbiology. Dia yang beli capsicum hijau untuk buat sambal nasi ayam (shud be merah kan?). Dia yang beli kobis bila disuruh beli salad. Dia yang pandai bancuh teh BOH sutera. Dia yang bangun seawal 3-4 pagi. Dia yang suka lagu Rem (penyanyi zaman purba). Dia yang memegang jawatan Exco Students Welfare MSA Mysore. Dia yang nak jadi orthopedist.Dia yang membimbing KRS SMKAP sampai jadi johan peringkat daerah. Dia je yang mampu suruh junior SMKAP hafal quran sampai junior tu dapat stret A SPM baru2 ni.Dia yang dah balik malaysia 6 kali dalam masa 2 tahun. Dia yang sangap novel James Patterson. Dia yang suka tengok ulang2 kali cerita STEP UP dan berharap mampu menari macam derg. Dia yang suka terbang macam moni mozume. Dia yang si MIDDLE ( aku dan fandi je tahu). Dia yang suka ber ping pong. Dia yang makanan rugi nya adalah ais krim.Dia yang .....ah, macam macam la. Semua dia!

Dia yang dimaksudkan adalah

Putro W. Strike Biscuit Facak Faheem B. W. Mohd Nor.

tak candid lagi lah kacak!

Happy Birthday.

Manis dua puluh satu.

Dari,

jiran sebelah bilik ;)

Little Sisters of The Poor, mysore

2011-03-25T18:18:00.004+05:30

Assalamualaikum semua.

Cuma nak berkongsi cerita mengenai trip community medicine aku hari ni. Harini, ktrg semua pergi melawat rumah orang2 tua Little Sisters Of The Poor,Kalyanagirinagar, Mysore. Segan nak bagitau yang ini adelah kali pertama aku menjejakkan kaki ke rumah orang2 tua.

Sampai je kat rumah tu, aku rasa macam sebak sikit. Mengenangkan nasib warga rumah tu yang dah berusia,kurang upaya dan kebanyakkan nya tiada ahli keluarga. Seperti yang kita semua tahu, India adalah sebuah negara yang agak miskin, so ramai yang berebut rebut nak mnjadi penghuni rumah ni. Tapi tak semua dapat.

3 kriteria utama dalam memilih warga rumah ini;

1.mesti ada kekosongan. Mereka tak akan ambil intake baru selagi tak ada bilik atau space yang mencukupi. Tiada guna kalau ambil intake banyak2,lepas tu kasi tidur dekat balkoni beralaskan tikar je kan?

2.mesti berumur 65 tahun ke atas. Majoriti orang2 tua yang dah berumur 65 keatas kurang mampu untuk menguruskan diri sendiri. So, tugas pekerja2 di sini la untuk menguruskan mereka.

3.mesti miskin. Only the poorest among the poor will be selected.

Dekat rumah ni, semua kelengkapan ada. Dan the best thing is, all the furnitures, foods, medicines, etc sponsored by public. Mereka adalah sebuah organisasi yang bukan berasaskan keuntungan. So, sebarang perbelanjaan di tanggung oleh sumbangan orang ramai.

Waktu ktrg jalan2 dalam rumah tu, tiba2 aku ternampak ada seorang nenek ni memimpin tangan kawan dia yang cacat penglihatan. Hiba gila weyh! Konsep rumah ni adalah semua penghuni adalah satu keluarga. Makan sama2, siram pokok sama2, bersenam sama2.

Paling best, rumah ni tak mendiskriminasi kaum, agama dan kasta korang. Walaupun ianya di urus oleh sisters cristian, tapi muslim, hindu pon boleh stay jadi penghuni rumah ni. How beautiful it is right peeps? Mereka bebas mempraktikkan ajaran agama mereka dan sisters takkan meng-convertkan mereka ke cristian.

Lepas tu, sister@ketua rumah tu ada bagitau ktrg jugak yang tadi, ada seorang lelaki datang, sebab nak minta celebrate birthday isteri dia dengan seluruh warga rumah tu. All expenses dia akan tanggung. Sweet tak? Mesti bangga isteri tu dapat suami yang berhati mulia macam tu.

Maafla sebab aku tak ambil gambar dekat rumah tu. Bukan ape, cuma aku rasa macam mengganggu privacy warga2 rumah tu je.Biarlah memori tu tersimpan di dalam cranial cavity aku ni saje.Gambar ni aku cilok dekat internet. Memang lebih kurang macam rumah yang aku pergi. Time ni mereka tengah bersiap siap untuk makan sekali.

Hidup ini macam roda. Ada hari kita dekat atas, ada hari kita dekat bawah. Hanya Allah yang tahu nasib kita. So, dikala kita tengah seronok berfoya foya, spend duit tak tentu pasal, at least bersedekah la sedikit untuk mereka yang memerlukan. (pesanan untuk diri sendiri dan semua)

So,cukupla setakat ni je,

Esok will be my last day of Community Medicine's field trip.

Melawat Urban Health Centre, kalo tempat tu best, aku share la dgn korang ok? Hehehe.

Till then,

Salam.

p/s: Tiba2 rindu dengan nenek aku. Sayang nenek! Kari daging nenek aku memang betul betul hooooo liauuu.. Hehe.

Summer la weyh.

2011-03-24T21:06:00.008+05:30

Assalamualaikum semua.

Pe citer korang semua? Aku? macam ni je la, hidup terseksa lagi melarat di bumi India. LOLOLOL..

Post kali ni nak cerita pasal keadaan di India bila musim SUMMER! Iye!! Musim PANAS!.

Bukan nak riak lagi takbur la kan, aku ni memang tak boleh sangat kena panas. Terus badan jadi gatal gatal,merah ruam, then merekah!.Solution: Setengah botol DOVE moisturizer sebelum tidur. Insya Allah ok balik.

Summer tahun ni panas dia agak azab jugak lah. Dah la ada posting community medicine, kena lawat rumah2 dekat kampung2, lawat rumah orang tua, lawat kilang susu, lawat loji air dan sebagainya. Cahaya matahari memang direct terus memancar ke lapisan epidermis aku. Panas di India tak macam dekat Malaysia, coz dia panas dan kering, tak lembab. Senang cerita, PANAS YANG MENYAKITKAN! Lecturer ada jugak pesan suruh pakai topi time field trips tuh, tapi nak pulak aku pakai kan? dengan lab kot putih! SUMPAH BADUT!

Plus lecture hall aku kat sini tak de air cond. So, kalo kelas tengahari, memang aku seboleh mungkin duduk bawah kipas or area paling dekat dengan kipas. Kalo tak, memang macam dalam SAUNA dah. Sikit demi sedikit tumpuan/fokus aku lari, meratapi nasib diri yang disalai hidup hidup. Sedih kan?

Dekat rumah tak da masalah sangat coz ade generator yang guna diesel tu. Ala, yang makcik2 pakcik2 kat pasar malam pakai tu, macam tu la. Kalo tak, memang aku berendam dalam toilet je la. Hahahaha.

Rumah terakhir for field trip. Perasan tak aku sorang je tak pakai lab coat? Memang aku tak tahan gile dengan cuaca haritu. Dengan berdebu lagi. Time ni pukol 11.30AM. Matahari memang mencanak atas kepala. =.="

Di nursery. Kate nak jadi paediatrician nanti, kene la rapat dengan kanak2.

Tu je la untuk kali ni. Next time aku cerita lagi pasal hal2 berkaitan India. Ok?

Till then,adiosa and

Salam.

p/s: Thanks a lot kepada yang memuji baju batik yang aku pakai dengan TPM tu. Even ayah aku call dari malaysia semata mata suruh aku buatkan satu untuk dia. Hahahahaha. Sepuloh aku buatkan! ;P

Bersama orang2 famous ;)

2011-03-16T21:00:00.007+05:30

Assalamualaikum semua.

Time for blogging peeps. Mood untuk meng-update terpanggil selepas ramai followers bg respond dkt shoutbox, PM aku, dan paling penting special request from Shufasha (best friend aku). So, here I am.

Kali ni nak cerita trip aku dan kawan2 ke Chennai (dulu dikenali sbg MADRAS) . Sebab utama ktrg ke chennai kerana ada sesi interaksi dan dinner bersama Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin, Menteri2 dan VIP2 dari msia. Dan sebab kedua adalah, untuk tengok Nicol Ann David beraksi la. Ade Chennai open World Cup.

Mmg trip ni memenatkan. Sangat memenatkan! 14 JAM pergi dan 16 JAM balik. 30 JAM DALAM BUS? APE KE JADAH NYA!!!! Bas ktrg mcm keretapi kat zoo tu, lembab gile. Pastuh jalan pulak "terlampau rata" Memang best la.

Tapi, ape2 pon penat semua terubat sebab dpt jumpa face-to-face dengan pemimpin2 malaysia. Selalu tgk dlm TV, or baca kat paper je,skang LIVE tue.. Tak caya? Nah tgk gambar nih.

Bersama Menteri Kerjaraya, Dato' Shaziman Abu Mansor.

Bersama Menteri Sumber Manusia, Datuk Dr. S. Subramaniam.

TPM tengah berucap,sempat lagi snap snap! LOL

Bersama Timb. Perdana Menteri, Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin. Muka aku obvious gila kan?

Mysorians di Chennai!

Next day, ktrg pergi Express Avenue Mall (mall terbesar di Chennai) coz nak tgk match Malaysia's team menentang Australia. Penentuan tempat ketiga dan keempat world cup. Walaupun team kita kalah (2-1), mmg aku respect r pemain2 kita. Bangga gilak jadi rakyat msia time tuh! Tapi, Nicol still menang. Caya lah!!

with Nicol Ann David before her match.

Secara keseluruhannya, bila kita dah jauh kt perantauan, peluang untuk jumpa pemimpin2 negara sangat besar. So, gunakan lah peluang yang ada dan mereka ni sempoi je. Makan satu table. Humble gila weyh! Next time, kalau ade function cmni lagi,mmg confirm korg akan tgk muka aku lagi.

Ok la. Community Medicine punye presentation tak siap lagi.

Till then,

Adiosa.

Live, Laugh, Love. Easy!

2011-03-05T23:51:00.006+05:30

Assalamualaikum all.

Lately, world has treated me unfairly! Justice's so hard to find. I hate being a dumb ass while others simply make fun of me. Yeah! His existence in my auspicious life totally brings out an epic mess,chaos and disasters!

As a reminder to all and me,

Take a step back. Look at yourself. You are human. You are beautiful. You are so intelligent. And you can be anything. You can be everything. Do not hate everyone because someone broke your heart, or because your parents split up, or your best friend betrayed you, your father hit you, the kid down the street called you fat, ugly, stupid, worthless.

Do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. Cry when you need to then let go when it's time. Don't hang onto painful memories just because you're afraid to forget. Let go of things that are in the past. Forget things that aren't worth remembering. Stop taking things for granted. Stop taking life for granted. Live for something. Live for yourself. Do this over and over until you know what it really is to appreciate someone.

Question things. Tell people how you really feel. Sleep under the stars. Create. Imagine. Inspire. Share something wonderful. Meet new people. Make someone's day. Follow your dreams. Live your life to its full potential. Just live, dammit. Let go of all the horrible things in your life and f***ing live. And one day, when you're old, look back with no regrets.

(taken from google)

To him,I forgive you though you never ask for an apology. It's ok. I'm cool with that.

Peeps,it has been a while since I posted in English. Sorry for kacau bilau grammar.

p/s:86 followers! Thanks for keep supporting starisrunning.blogspot.com.

Till then,salam ukhuwah

and, adiosa.

Happy Birthday E!

2011-03-03T12:20:00.006+05:30

To the one and only:

Mr Azree Amrun.

It’s your birthday time again;
It’s true; there’s no denying,
Another year has come and gone;
You know that I’m not lying.

I want to recall
The adventures we've had,
The friendship we've shared
Through the good times and bad.

We've grown up together
For so many years,
Through dreams and through happiness
Through laughter and through tears.

Our conversations through skype,
Exchanging both our thrills,
But sometimes i felt so sleepy,
And din realized i was in wonderland.

So for you, the birthday person,
Here’s what I want to say:
I hope this birthday’s the best one yet,
In every delightful way.

So Selamat Hari Jadi yang ke 22 to you.
Have lots of birthday fun!
May your birthday wishes all come true,
Even if you have a ton.

p/s: sorry,poem macam taik,tapi ikhlas dari hati kecil ku ini. Lol. See, one of your birthday wishes has been answered! which is got birthday wishes featured in starisrunning.blogspot.com. Bukan semua orang dpt tau. hehehe..

Owh kawan

2011-02-26T22:44:00.001+05:30

Assalamualaikum semua.

To realize The value of a sister:
Ask someone Who doesn't have one.

To realize The value of ten years:
Ask a newly Divorced couple.

To realize The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize The value of one year:
Ask a student who Has failed a final exam.

To realize The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has Given birth to a premature baby.

To realize The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize The value of one-second:Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.

To realize The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has
Won a silver medal in the Olympics.

To realize the value of a friend
Lose one.

Pensyarah ku episod 1

2011-02-26T13:54:00.003+05:30

Assalamualaikum semua.

Harini,aku punya kelas tak de pack sgt (walhal kat msia sabtu cuti T.T). So ku gagahkan diri untuk mengupdate blog orange usang ni.

Tetiba hari ni aku nak share sikit berkenaan perangai perangai lecturers kt India ni. Khusus nya dekat kolej aku yg terunggul dan tersohor JSS Medical College, Mysore.Antaranya:

1.Mereka sgt pentingkan ketepatan masa. Tapi,student local sgt tak punctual. So, setiap kali kelas pukol 8 pagi, byk la drama2 bollywood berlangsung kt pintu lecture hall. Kalo lecturer yg sempoi tuh,mmg die bagi la masuk, tp, kalo yg bengis lagi kejam, jgn harap ko dapat meloloskan diri. Memang dia basuh betul2 dan pastuh dgn nada penuh sinis, u can come to next class. Pilu dowh jiwa ni.Yg penting,aku x penah kene la.. ;)

2.Mereka memang pantang kalo budak bercakap,bergelak tawa or even senyum dalam kelas time diaorang mengajar. SENYUM!. ok, aku saje caps lock-kan sebab,senyum pon dikira bersalah salah! And aku penah merasa kene halau sebab SENYUM. Please la, aku tak keluar kan sepatah perkataan pon dari mulut, just tersenyum then tiba tiba, You! get out from my class now. Rasa mcm hidup ni dah tak bermakna dah,sambil sehelai demi sehelai maruah aku dicarik.Apekah weyh????

3.Suara mereka sgt lantang! Seriously. Mungkin sebab kt india ni elektrik mahal,or semata mata nak saving punya pasal,itu aku tak pasti. Lecturer lelaki ke, perempuan ke, same shaja.Derg mampu pastikan kelas yg berkapasiti 100++ dengar suara mereka. Kagum tak???

4.Mereka dtg kelas mengajar tanpa buku! Free hand la senang cerita.Datang lecture hall,ambil kapur,tros mengajar. Lepas sejam,ambil attendance, pastu blah. Sempoi giler! Mmg diorang scan masuk kepala.

5.Mereka sangat bersederhana. Tak mcm kt Msia, pensyarah2,cikgu2, semua pakai kereta mewah2,besar2. Paling lopek pon at least ade kereta. Tp, kt India, pakai scooter je. Eh, silap, scooter kira mewah jugak, ade yg pakai vespa ok! Silap hari bulan, tiup dek ribut ke, tros terburai. Ok,itu melampau! Hehehe,.

6.Mereka sedikit panas baran (macam byk je..hmm..) Jarang la nak tgk lecturer ngan student borak2 lepas waktu klas. Mmg, kalo nak borak pon pasal akademik, kalo bende lain, wallalhualam la.

Antara lecturers yang sudah dan sedang mengajar aku:

Dr.Saraswathi. Embryology. Soft-spoken and sweet.

Dr. Golkar. CNS Physiology. Sempoi giler! Sekarang ni tgh bercuti dekat US.

Dr.Balaraj. Forensic Med and Toxicology. Luaran nampak je bengis,tapi dalaman lembut orangnya.

Dr.Madhuri. Microbiology. Suara dia sangat clear,peramah, and suka buat lawak. LOL

Actually,banyak lagi interesting facts berkaitan lecturer2 dekat India,tapi cukop la setakat ni dulu. (padahal ni je yg ter-pop up kt kepala sekarang).

Ok,laen hari aku senaraikan lagi k.

Till then,adiosa!

Malam Selingkar Kasih 2011

2011-02-25T18:05:00.008+05:30

Assalamualaikum semua.

Harini aku malas pulak nak gi gym. So,end up dkt depan laptop and rasa mcm dh lame aku tak update blog orange ni.

So,post kali ni aku nak cerita pasal Malam Selingkar Kasih (MSK) 2011 yang berlangsung pada 22 Februari 2011. Actually, MSK tu purpose nya adalah untuk sessi berdialog between Pegawai Bahagian Pelajaran dkt India,Mr.Khairuddin dgn student2 dkt Mysore (nama daerah tempat aku study now, pg google!)

Mmg kite orang dh plan since seminggu sebelumnya. So,aku ditugaskan untuk handle bahagian venue and food. Puas la aku pusing satu mysore dgn hafiz,Kak zur n Kak sha Tak sangka pulak aku,mysore ni ade byk hotel2,resort2 yg gempak gempak. Tak bajet!!!!!!!!!

So,selepas persetujuan ramai, kitaorg pon pilih Silent Shores resort and spa. Tempat ni kira 8km jugak la dari rumah kitrg.

Untuk MSK, aku pakai suit yg boleh tahan meriah jugak la. Hahahaha. Colour silver! Rase mcm cool gile je colour tuh,plus slim fit lagi,mmg idaman la.MSK berjalan dgn lancar, sessi dialog pon mmg sempoi gile. Dah lama aku tak pegi formal dinner actually since ALevel dulu dekat KTT.

Kat sini aku nak ucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada semua budak2 mysore, yang mmg beri kerjasama dan meng-happening kan lagi mlm tu. Walaupon kita cuma ade 39 orang je, tapi, ikatan kekeluargaan yg kita ada sangat memberi seribu satu makna.

Aku malas nak ckp panjang2,korang just enjoy gambar2 nih k.

tengah bersiap siap kt rumah

inilah housemates aku: hafiz,aku,faheem,shan

bersama seniors and juniors

memandangkan aku ni ajk venue and food,so kene la jaga hati waiters nie. Supposedly event habes pukol 11mlm,tp ter drag smpai 11.30...overtime mereka2 ni.

batch mates aku..mei,mira,nawa,fared,oni,atul

safwan,faheem,kak sha,kak shar,kak zur

kak doda (vice president), Dr.Prabhu (coordinator), Mr Khai, Mizul ( President)

atul,vaish,oni,fel

mei yee,mira,phoebe,asida

keluarga Mysore with Mr Khai!

sedondon kot. kebetulan!

top 3 finalists for best dress (male) with Mr President and Mr Khai.

and I won! haha.

kita orng saje pilih meja paling blakang coz dkat dgn makanan. paling kiri afif,hafiz,aku,wan,faheem.

Harap2, MSK dapat diteruskan untuk tahun hadapan dan tahun tahun seterusnya. InsyaAllah.

Till then,

adiosa and salam selingkar kasih!

Bebas.

2011-02-13T19:06:00.004+05:30

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Ya Allah! Aku tak tahu mcm mane nak minta maaf kat korg semua sebab dah berabad aku tak update blog nih. Serious ampun maaf dipinta. Korg nak tampar aku ke, sepak aku ke, pijak aku ke, buat la. Dtg la G3, Premier Kruthi Apartment, Mysore, India dan korg buat la ape yg korg rase aku deserve kene. Sila lah..

Memang tak dinafikan 4th term sgt memenatkan tahap dewa! Aku bukan nak ckp ni reason untuk tak update,tapi inilah kenyataan dan cobaan.Hehe. Class start pukol 8 pagi,lepas tu pegi hospital, then balik college balik for theory class and practical smpai pukol 5. Penat weyh! Plus,aku tgh posting Pulmonology ( specialty that deals with diseases of the respiratory tractand respiratory disease.) dan department ni sgt la memenyampahkan. Thank God tomorrow will be my last day with them before shiftin to Emergency and Casualty. Yeay. *big grin disitu*

And untuk pengetahuan semua, result exam haritu dah dapat and aku passed 3subjects sajo! And as expected, microbiology kantoi.Sobsobs. Cuba lagi next exam.Positif postitif.

Ok! Folks, you know what I've removed my braces! Yeah,my gigi besi. Ok, maybe citer ni agak so outdated coz aku dah removed since last week. Tapi, aku still nak share jugak kat sini. Selama 3 tahun aku pakai braces, and 5 Feb 2011 adalah hari penamatnya. excited giler nak bukak,sumpah tak sabar. Lepas je doktor bukak, mmg menggigil tgn aku pegang cermin. Nak tengok! nak tengok! (jerit hati kecilku ketika doktor sedang mencari cari cermin nya itu). Haha..Kalo korg tak percaya,wan afedizal ada kt tempat kejadian.

Tada...mmg berbaloi! Tak tipu weyh. Tak caya tgk bukti2 kat gambar ni. Aku letak dalam sequence. Color gigi no komen.hehehe..

bulan ke2 or ke3.

setahun dah kot

setahun setgh mungkin

now!!!

So,sekarang, aku rasa lebif confident nak senyum dan sentiasa nk senyum.Bak kate org ganu la,senyum sokmo!!. Dulu orang selalu kutuk aku jongang la,jongos la, etc. Sekarang dah takde. Thank You Allah for make it real.

Dulu,aku penah post pasal braces aku. Best friend la katakan. Tak jumpa or dah lupa? Bukak ni.Tapi kat situ tulis braces bakal dibukak 3 4 bulan lagi,tgk tgk ter drag smpai setahun and 3 bulan lagi. Hahaha. Janji dentist di India macam ini la macha.

Ok,nak siapkan record patho. Lain kali laen hari aku update ok.

Till then,

Adiosa and maaf sekali lagi! ;)

Tell me is it true?

2011-01-30T13:13:00.000+05:30

Frustrating Realizations:

1.you find the perfect love, but in a wrong time.

2.you find the perfect person, but he/she is not in love with you.

3.you find the perfect one, but you must be loyal to someone else.

4.you got the perfect looks, but no one takes you seriously.

5.you met someone with the perfect personality, but you're bound to just be friends.

6.you got brains, but a frail heart.

7.you find the courage, but its just to late.

8.you're ready to love, but you don't know where to start.

Happy sunday!
Salam.

Laki tak suka bila...

2011-01-29T06:56:00.004+05:30

Assalamualaikum semua.

Maaf sangat sangat coz aku dah lama tak update blog ni. Exam praktikal pulak. Tapi skarang dah habis! Yes yes yes. Exam praktikal pon 4 papers jugak, dan harap harap aku pass semua. Amin.

Ok,korg ape citer? Semoga sehat sehat belaka. Kalau tak silap,kat msia dah start cuti kan for CNY? Happy holiday korang! Kat India mmg tak de holiday la. Nak buat cuti sendiri pon rasenye tak boleh coz attendence aku mmg agak sesak sikit. Hadoooo..

Hmmm.post kali ni aku nak share sikit la,kenapa,lelaki kan,suka je berbalah kalau dalam relationship. Ini tak bermaksud aku dah berpunya,cuma aku tulis ni berdasarkan pengalaman aku dan member2 aku.Mungkin bagi readers lelaki ade yg tak sebulu dengan aku,tapi,harap korang boleh terima ni k.

1.Laki tak suka bila perempuan get upset cuma kerana bende2 yg simple yg laki tu buat or tak buat. Laki tu akan rasa dikritik,rejected dan tak boleh pakai.

2.Laki tak suka if perempuan blame dia for her unhappiness. Laki selalunya claimed that he's the knight in shining armor. Laki nak perempuan tu rasa secure je bersama dia.

3.Laki tak suka bila perempuan selalu risau pasal benda yang mungkin memudaratkan hubungan derg. Laki akan rasa tak boleh dipercayai.

4.Laki tak suka bila perempuan expect yang laki ni boleh baca fikiran dia. Memang susah! Ianya akan buat laki tu rasa teruk and tak sempurna di mata perempuan tu.

5.Laki tak suka bila perempuan start bagitau ape yang laki ni patut buat la,macamana die patut buat la. Laki tu rasa diri die x admired. Sebaliknya,laki tu rasa diri dia dilayan macam budak budak.

6.Laki tak suka kalau perempuan cakap yg laki ni tak pernah and tak tahu nak appreciate ape yang die dah buat. Laki tu appreciate,cuma die x tau camne nak channelkan or bukan masa yg sesuai untuk channelkan. Perempuan sabar la sikit ye. Hehe.

7.Laki tak suka if perempuan cepat sangat terluka dgn ape yg laki ni ckp. Laki ni rasa mcm mistrusted, salah faham, and pushed away. Pasal kecik kecik,jgn la cepat sangat terasa. Mungkin laki tu terlepas cakap ke.

Ini berdasarkan experience aku dan org sekeliling aku la. Perempuan2 jangan marah er if aku tersalah kata ke, mungkin korang budak dikalangan perempuan2 yg mcm ni. Dan,aku bukan kat sini nak tunjukkan aku tau semua benda pasal relationship.Tidaaaaaaak! Jauh sekali.

Ok la,nak pegi kolej ni. Ade kelas pathology di pagi sabtu yang hening ni. T.T

Till then,

adiosa.

Tujuh puluh sudah.

2011-01-23T10:18:00.003+05:30

"Don't be jealous of other people. Of course, there's going to be someone prettier, smarter, funnier, or better than you. But, there's never going to be someone like you. "

Assalamualaikum semua.

Follower dah 70. Terima kasih kerana memberi sokongan kepada Star Is Running!

Aku akan keep updating blog nih, supaya korang semua tak HAMPA.

Till then,

Adiosa.

p/s: esok exam practical pulak start. Doakan aku ok.

Exam theory dah habis =)

2011-01-21T00:21:00.007+05:30

Assalamualaikum semua.

Maaf kerana aku dah membiarkan blog ni bersawang sekejap buat 1 minggu. Bukan ape,aku tengah pulun untuk exam 3rd term. Ini la akibat nya study last minit, nak tidur pon rase x sedap perut.

Macam ade rama rama la katakan! hehe.Doakan la aku lepas semua keempat empat paper tu ok? Amin...Minggu depan ade praktikal exam pulak,kene pulon sekali lagi. Come on dude! Ko boleh la..(mood pujuk diri sendiri).

Btw,kebelakangan rambut aku asyik gugur je. Asal ha? Orang cakap, makin banyak masalah, makin banyak rambut gugur. Hormon tak balance kut. Cuak la kalo botak! Huduh kut..tapi ade je orang botak kacak mcm Sean Connery, Vin Diesel ke ataupun cun mcm Syarifah Amani, Natalie Portman.

(photo taken from google)

Patrick Dempsey.Tengok mamat ni,still macho kan walaupon dah botak? Haha,tak terfikir pulak kalo aku botak macam nie. Tapi mesti rase kepala ringan dan sejuk giler kan? Ape ape je la..

Nak tido sekarang. Dah pukol 1pagi kat India. Esok ade hospital postings lagi. Jangan kena maki dengan doktor sudah. (normal bagi medical student kena maki depan patient,esp dekat india ni..sedih tak?)

Ok.sekian,

Till then,

Adiosa and salam.

Dugaan Nya

2011-01-12T09:38:00.001+05:30

Assalamualaikum semua.

Maaflah,kebelakangan ni aku jarang update blog orange ni. Bukan ape,banyak betul halangan dan rintangan nyer. Since minggu lepas,macam macam dugaan sakit aku terima, start dengan selesema teruk,memang meleleh je hingus sepanjang masa. Pastuh, kene demam pulak, dan sekarang baru lepas sembuh daripada flatulence ( perut kembung).

Time nak dekat exam ni la semua sakit ni datang, =,=".. dugaan dugaan.

Mungkin semua ni ada hikmah nya kot. Lebih lebih lagi dah nak dekat exam kan,mmg teruji gila..

Sesungguhnya sakit merupakan bagian dari cobaan yang mengandung banyak faedah bagi seorang muslim, namun mayoritas manusia tidak mengetahuinya, diantara faedah tersebut adalah sebagai berikut:

1. Sesungguhnya sakit merupakan penebus berbagai dosa dan menghapuskan segala kesalahan, sehingga sakit menjadi sebagai balasan keburukan dari apa yang dilakukan hamba, lalu dihapus dari catatan amalnya hingga menjadi ringan dari dosa-dosa. Hal itu berdasarkan dalil-dalil yang sangat banyak, di antaranya adalah:

a. Hadits Jabir bin Abdullah t, sesungguhnya ia mendengar Rasulullah r bersabda:

" مَا يَمْرَضُ مُؤْمِنٌ وَلاَ مُؤْمِنَةٌ وَلاَ مُسْلِمٌ وَلاَمُسْلِمَةٌ إِلاَّ حَطَّ اللهُ بِذلِكَ خَطَايَاهُ كَمَا تَنْحَطُّ الْوَرَقَةُ مِنَ الشَّجَرِ"

"Tidaklah sakit seorang mukmin, laki-laki dan perempuan, dan tidaklah pula dengan seorang muslim, laki-laki dan perempuan, melainkan Allah I menggugurkan kesalahan-kesalahannya dengan hal itu, sebagaimana bergugurannya dedaunan dari pohon." HR. Ahmad 3/346.

B. Hadits Ummul 'Ala radhiyallahu 'anha, ia berkata, "Rasulullah r berkunjung kepadaku dan aku sedang sakit, lalu beliau bersabda:

" أَبْشِرِي يَا أُمَّ الْعَلاَءِ, فَإِنَّ مَرَضَ الْمُسْلِمِ يُذْهِبُ اللهُ بِهِ خَطَايَاهُ كَمَا تُذْهِبُ النَّارُ خَبَث الذَّهَبِ وَاْلفِضَّةِ "

Bergemberilah wahai Ummul 'Ala, sesungguhnya sakitnya seorang muslim dijadikan oleh Allah I untuk menghilangkan kesalahannya dengannya, sebagaimana api menghilangkan karat emas dan perak." HR. Abu Daud no.3092

Katil pun dah macam ape dah. Bersepah sepah buku. Pikir kalo kemas karang,semak balik,so, better biarkan berselerak je. Lepas exam la nanti kemas. Jawab nya, tidor atas buku la.haha..

Meja study pon serabot semak selerak sangat. Ubat ubat pon penuh atas meja, nak buat macam mane, badan pon sakit sakit. Nasib baik badan pon dah nak sihat, boleh la clear kan semua ubat tu lepas nih..

Ok la, tak tau nak tulis ape dah. Exam lagi 5 hari.

Tolong doakan aku supaya pass semua paper ok. Ade 4 papers Microbiology, Pathology, Pharmacology, dan Forensic & Toxicology.

Till then,

Selamat study. =)

Ini post yang ke 100 =)

2011-01-07T21:36:00.002+05:30

Assalamualaikum kalian.

Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today.

Thanks to those who left, you showed me that nothing lasts forever.

Thanks to those who hated me, you made me feel stronger.

Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart grow fonder.

Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important.

Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me true friendship.

Thanks to those who listened, you made me feel I was worth it.

Till then,

Salam.

kami bukan kembar! haha..

2011-01-06T14:34:00.005+05:30

Assalamualaikum semua.

Maaf la, 2 3 hari ni,aku tak update blog orange ni. Bukan ape,laptop kesayangan ni tetiba buat masalah. Tapi,sekarang,Alhamdulillah ia sudah beransur pulih. Mane tak nya,online 24 jam, mmg la jahanam kan. =,="

Okok..Nak tanye ni,korang kenal Fatin Liyana tak? Ala,blogger terkenal tu. Kalo tak kenal tengok la blog die,klik disini. Macam satu fenomena pulak kan Fatin liyana nih. Bukan berpuluh or beratus follower dia,nahh..puluh ribu dah. Facebook fan pon macam artis dah,tak lama lagi boleh lawan Lisa Surihani kut nanti..haha.

Btw,aku kira follow jugak la blog die nih. Takde la fanatik or follower tegar,just kalo ade post baru and aku tak busy, aku bace la.Tapi kan,makin lama aku mengadap blog dia nih,aku terase macam aku dgn dia ade persamaan la. Jangan la gelak,cube korang tengok persamaan kami.Antaranya:

1.Dia merupakan pelajar perubatan, dan aku juga pelajar perubatan.

Gambar atas tengah posing dekat bilik dissection (bilik bedah mayat )..control giler haha! Gambar bawah:paling kiri adalah Fatin Liyana.tudung colour orange sesuai dengan warna tema blog.hehe

2.Dia pakai braces, aku pon pakai braces.

ini bukti nya aku pakai braces,nampak kan?

3.Dia study dekat oversea dimana negara itu bermula dengan huruf I iaitu Indonesia, manakala aku pon study dekat negara yang start dengan huruf I iaitu India..

4.Dia suka bergambar,aku boleh tahan la suka gak..tapi die fotogenik,aku.errmmm,fotophobic kot.LOL

5.Mata dia besar! errmm,mata aku mungkin besar jugak.

mata die still nampak besar walaupon cube untuk mengecilkannya disitu.

6.Dia bekas student sekolah asrama penuh,aku pon bekas student asrama penuh.

7.Kami suka travel. Tak percaye? Korang bace la blog die,mcm2 tempat die dh pegi. Aku baru je balik dari selatan India.. Kira travel la jugak tuh..=P

Ape lagi ha? Aku rase banyak lagi persamaan,cuma tak terlintas di fikiran aku sekarang. Korang jangan ambil serius pulak tau post kali nih,saje je tulis. Faham2 je la kan,exam week sekarang,so hormone pon macam terencat sikit. Harap maaf kalau ade yang terasa atau terguris,ini hanya gurauan semata mata,tak melibatkan yang hidup or yang mati.

Sekian,

Wassalam.

one typical morning

2011-01-03T09:49:00.003+05:30

salam semua

harini kelas pukol 8 pagi takde,tapi postings kat hospital ade pukol 9.30.aku nak je pegi postings tuh,tapi,mengenangkan yang hingus masih meleleh kat idung ni,terpakse la ponteng.lagipun,exam dah nak dekat,2 minggu lagi! *cuak gile* study still ciput je. matila!

petang nie ade satu kelas je,pathology,tuh pon dari pukol 2 smpai 3.confirm pegi!

selalunye,kalo kelas pagi xde or waktu weekends, aku buat rutin nih la. mula2 breakfast,tgk la ape yg ade kt dapur/ freezer. kalo malas sangat, masak la maggi! dan harini hari malas aku, indo mee pon ok gak..

memang sejak sekolah lagi aku punye faveret brand is INDOMEE. beli berkarton karton,pastuh buat parti maggi tgh tgh malam. paling epik masak dalam baldi la,time lepas PMR! 10 peket kot kitorng sentap.haha..

Dapur bujang,oily la sikit. Ntah mane maid aku tak datang datang lagi. Duk study kat india nih ade untung jugak, ko bleyh hire orang gaji tau. bukan mahal sgt pon bayar, dalam rm40-100 sebulan. Tapi, diorng ni selalu jadik chipsmore, sekejap datang,sekejap x datang. Ishkkk..

Taddaaa..dah siap.Presentation sumpah ngeri! Jemput lah makan. Glup3, 3 suap je dah habis. Kebulur la..haha

Lepas makan, selalunye la kan,aku suka minum susu made in india. Sedap gak weyh, plus, murah gilak! 500ML dalam rm1.20 je. Memang tak dapat la kan kalo kat malaysia. Buat milo pon suka tambah susu nie,kasi berlemak sikit.Haha.Baru padu!

Minum susu ngan protein pon layan gak. Kalo rajin,pegi la gym,tapi, since nak dekat exam nih, cam malas je nak pegi (study malas jugak,ape nak jadi la =,="). Workout dalam bilik sudah. Sambil pasang lagu All Shall Perish- Wage Slave. Gym ngan rumah tak de la jauh mane pon,tapi kalo aku pegi gym,sangkut lama giler. Borak borak lagi, paling kurang habis sejam. So, perlu dielakkan la time exam fever melanda.

Masa untuk minum. Muka poyo nak makan kaki je kan. Hahaha.. Ade orang tanye,ape DYMATIZE tuh ape? (refer previous post), ini lah dia, protein shake yang untuk diminum yang aku beli kat ebay menggunakan akaun wan afedizal (sumpah menempek!). Konon nak badan tough macam Taylor Lautner la, kita tgk hasil nya. Amin.

ok,merepek gile post nih, cakap selesema,pegi la ambil ubat ke,rehat ke (mode marah diri sendiri).

till then,

adiosa.

selamat datang!

2011-01-02T20:18:00.004+05:30

Fuuuhh..

I've been walked on, used and forgotten and I don't regret one moment of it because in those moments, I've learned a lot. I've learned who I can trust and can't.

I've learned the meaning of friendship. I've learned how to tell when people are lying and when they're sincere. I've learned how to be a teenager, and how to grow up when I need to.

bad hair day! arrghhh

I've been to hell and back a few times, and I won't ever take what I have for granted. This is life, live it one day at a time. You never know how many days you've got left.

Lately, I started to miss my family,friends, relatives and..I have no idea why it appears suddenly. Exam fever maybe. For all, I heart you so much and cant wait to go home!

p/s: I am really pleased to welcome all my new followers. Keep visiting my blog guys,bcos of u, this little voice of mine still alive. Thank you for the support!!

Till then,

Take care,

and salam.

I got one,you?

2011-01-02T11:26:00.005+05:30

Wassup folks? Happy holiday,btw.

Whatcha guys up to? Hope everyone doin great in conjunction to this auspicious Rabbit year two zero eleven!!!

Wait! yeah,in my previous post,I forgot to mention what is actually my new year resolution for 2011. Errkkk...Sould I share with u guys or not? It's kinda too lame for me I think.

Are you guys really wanna know? Taddaaaa..

My brand-new protien shake. Dymatize.

"I wish I could gain up my weight, increase my muscle mass ,improve my stamina, and get a damn cool body (abs esp) like Taylor Lautner. "

This is my resolution,yours?

Salam.

1.1.11

2011-01-01T09:32:00.007+05:30

Oh my God! I was freakin amazed coz I managed to leave this blog without any new post for 1 month duration!

Isn't that too cool. Maybe I spent my ample time facing the books,preparing for coming exam.haha. IMPOSSIBLE!

The truth is,I'm currently addicted to twitter! Thts the reason.

Fiiuuhhh~~

Got a "talking-to" by my mum yesterday and it made me realize that for the past few months I've kind of abandoned the boy I was so proud of becoming for some kind of monsterish-rebel-weirdo thing. *sigh* Will I ever stop making mistakes? Unfortunately, no. Such is the roller coaster of life.

I think, though, a big reason why I feel my mistakes much more deeply than a lot of my friends seem to is because:

1. I hold myself to a set of standards that a lot of my friends don't, so when I screw up I have no one to commiserate to because they don't always see it as such a huge screw up as I do.

2. I'm constantly caught in a pull between who I want to be, who God wants me to be, who the world wants me to be, and this negotiation between the three.

3. I've always felt I was meant for big things so I hold myself to higher standards. I disappoint myself when I screw up because I know where I am going and what I am meant for...I know I am better than my screw-ups.

I just...I see people around me who have such big dreams and I can see a lot of things about their life choices and their personalities that are going to be huge hurdles for them, even though I hope they're able to overcome those hurdles because everyone deserves a shot at their dreams.

Point is-I look at those things my mum pointed out to me, and even things she didn't point out that I just started to think about after her talk, and if I continue moving away from who I really am, my dreams will never come true...or at least I wouldn't deserve them. And the thing that bothers me the most is not that my dreams wouldn't come true, but the fact that I've been so willing to be bratty that I could become a person who would sacrifice their dreams for silly things. Anyways...that's that. Gonna try and turn this car around.

Little sweet memories in 2010

Till then,

Happy New year 2011!

2010, I heart u!

Salam.God bless!

p/s: flu still ade! kesian wan pon kene..musim selesema kut now. T.T

us

2010-11-27T20:06:00.001+05:30

PROUD TO BE ONE OF THEM

one mysore,one sound

family photo-shoot during deepavali dinner 2010

Movie of the year

2010-11-26T20:14:00.004+05:30

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Saje nak berkongsi yang aku ni baru je lepas tengok movie nih. THE BLIND SIDE.

story line die sgt superb, pelakon pulak mmg menjiwai giler watak..esp Sandra Bullock and Big Mike..

watak S.J? mmg klakar! maybe aku ade sikit2 persamaan dgn S.J..haha

out of 5 stars, aku bagi 4.5

pegi lah tgk movie nih cepat..mmg terbaek!! kpd sape yg duk area mysore,dtg la rumah.aku ade kt dlm hard disk aku..

Till then,

salam n adiosa.

p/s: Saree aku still available..cepat bertindak sebelom terlambat..=P

Bestest among the best

2010-11-25T12:41:00.003+05:30

Guys, I just released my new saree collections.

If anyone interested, can visit my new blog, http://sareetoall.blogspot.com/.

To place an order,u guys can email me,or pm using my facebook/ twitter account.

Go check this out now before others grab ur favorite ones. =))

Sample:

Have fun!

Salam.

Appreciation

2010-11-12T17:44:00.003+05:30

Haha..I am up to 26 followers and I am feeling pretty special! So on 12-11-10, I just wanted to add a note here to thank you all for your continuing support and love and I hope to post a little more frequently now that I am getting into the swing of this term.

It took me a while, here we are, already at mid of the 3rd term, but I am finally used to this semester. Love you all and expect more posts soon!!

Mysore family before the performance for college day!

Till then,

assalamualaikum w.b.t.

lately

2010-11-09T12:57:00.006+05:30

There was a moment where is was real again. There was a moment where we all pretended that there was a truth behind out words and a warmth inside our feelings. And for a moment even I could believe it, almost.

When you're one of those people who has the ability to be in a situation and look from the outside all at the same time, you have the rare skill to see when someone is putting up lies to keep up appearances. And that's what we were doing. And even though we promised ourselves that life would continue the way it always has, we all knew it was a lie. So we had our last moments of truth mingled with the lies and the bittersweet lined the outside edge.

Now we tell ourselves it's all still there and someday when the parts of us that aren't finished growing get done, we'll pick it back up again, and maybe we will, but maybe we won't too.

Lately,I became too emotional. I hate dealing with people. Mingle? Only with my close ones.

Being a fake poker face,sometimes require a massive energy,and now I am lack of that.

So,better sit at home,watching movie rather than getting hurt.

Till then,

Adisa!

p/s: I hate my 1st unit OBG!

todayistuesday!

2010-10-26T20:51:00.003+05:30

These days are hard, I'm not sure what it is exactly. Everyone seems to be moving forward while I just stand in the rain, waiting for someone to offer me an umbrella, a jacket, something warm. The sun has completely let me down and now the rain is tired of dampening what is already condensed with sadness. Do I understand this? Am I suppose to become wiser in time? Is that why you left, why the people who remain hurt, and why I still die inside? I hate being lonely! I want you,you and you by my side!

Can you?

whatsoever!

2010-10-21T17:22:00.003+05:30

Hey folks, wassup?

I just wanna list up the things I hate about people(some people):

1. They are fake only because you got friends.
2. The ones that try to control you.
3.The ones who want to make your life.
4. The others the want your life exactly like theirs.
5.Those who want you to be perfect.
6. Does that don´t care a s**t.
7.That ones that hit you.
8.The other ones that are jeoulus.
9.Those that don´t got heart.

Sekian,Adiosa.

p/s:latly,byk btol nyamuk kt mysore nih..asal ha?

Meaningful or meaningless life? You decide it.

2010-10-17T23:13:00.006+05:30

Salam folks!

Owh,sorry for the late post.I'm not fuckin busy actually,but,I've nothing to share here.Seriously nothing!

Ok.chuck it.

Lately,I was thinking that maybe I need to gain some weight! Yeah,I may not look like as skinny as tiang lampu, but I do feel uncomfortable with my "now" weight. It's thin,unpolished,plain and bla bla bla.

Thank God I met my buddy who told me his super-ajaib product! Herbalife Weight Management. He took it only like for 2 weeks and his new look was fantasticowesomebulous!! I am damn surprised! It totally different and took my breath away actually..LOL

Yeah,with the help of that product, and some workouts, I may impress u guys,later. Watever! Dont be envy at me ok! Lets see.

Owh yeah..my daily life nowadays s not as cherish ,smooth and well-arranged as others. I do admit that, now, I don't give so much attention to people surrounding me. You got problem? I also got problem. So,lets settle down our own probs. I hate when people simply judge me, bcos I dont give as good respond as what they want! Go get a life! I have so much thing to give a damn of,people! Do consider it,atleast.

Class ran tediously. Lame lecture, hormone-imbalance lecturer, unpredictable weather in mysore, OBG pointless posting, worst hospital.. I have to face these things everyday and I was like.."I am still young to commit suicide..aarrgghhh" Thank God,my First Internal will be on 17th Jan 2011 and still got ample time to waste to and I will start study..errmm later la I'll think bout that.

K. got to go now.Wanna go get some food before off to bed.

Salam and adiosa.. Happy Dasara to my Indian Friends..

Love!

fact.

2010-09-15T16:48:00.001+05:30

One of the greatest challenges in LIFE

is to find someone who knows your faults and

weaknesses but STILL wants to embrace you

with so much LOVE and without any doubts.

balik kampong weyh!

2010-09-06T08:42:00.003+05:30

esok balik!!!! woot woot!

selamat berpuase semua untuk hari2 terakhir di bulan RAMADHAN!

jumpe anda di MALAYSIA..

p/s: final day posting dlm bulan puase,sblm ponteng seminggu klas..=P

Bosan lepas sahur

2010-09-01T04:50:00.003+05:30

Salam folks,
I'm effin sorry for not updating my blog!
yeah,currently busy with so many things.
I think my hectic life are about to begin..=(
Regarding to my RAYA celebration,yeay I'll be home!
I'm deadly agitated to be in PEKAN,PAHANG!!!!!!! woot woot!

Here also I wanna share u guys one cute story!
Enjoy!

"A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, "Mom." With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:

Dear Mom: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with Ahmed and he is so nice-even with all his piercings, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion Mom, I'm pregnant and Ahmed said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter.

He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Ahmed taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Ahmed can get better; he sure deserves it!!

Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grand children.

Your daughter, Judith

PS: Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home. "

p/s: It's not applicable to mother who are pregnant and got severe heart attack! LOL =P

caricature!

2010-08-30T05:09:00.003+05:30

Rajath's artwork!

I could say that, he cant live without his drawing thinggy!

The best method to make him awake in the Pharmaco's class especially!

see,even my face oso bein translated to that caricature! *sad*

when you leave me

2010-08-14T15:28:00.005+05:30

Salam folks!

Daily life as a 2nd year medical student is not as nice,cheerish as I thought. It's NOT!

Deal with so many people, fuckin pack schedule,have to get used with billions medical terms, aargghh!!

hospital,ward,OT! *sigh*

I am so tension now! Only the Almighty God knows how complicated my feeling right here.

T____T

Ya Allah,please gimme strength as you gave to all Para Anbia' and Islam's warriors. I really need it.

Hopely ,this auspicious Ramadhan can be the perfect time for me to transform into a brand new Dzulhusni Dzulkifri. The one who able to control his angerness,the one who can keep smiling even in bad situation, the one who always think that Allah will help His servants in any situations,the one who treat others nicely and the one with broad-minded ,tak cepat melatah!

"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile. "

I will always keep in my mind.

my bestest friend's birthday!

2010-08-06T10:23:00.003+05:30

It’s your birthday...

and I’m thinking how glad I am

that you were born.

You have given me so much--

supported me, encouraged me,

cared for me; I didn't even need to ask.

I celebrate your wonderful self!

I am in awe of your boundless generosity,

your infinite kindness--that gentle inner glow

that you so freely use to warm my life.

Your birthday is as much a celebration for me

as it is for you, maybe more,

and I wish for you the best of birthdays,

the best one ever.

May each birthday be better than the last.

Most of all, I hope you will always be

As happy as you have made me.

ingat lagi biler? waktu ko meninggalkan AFIQAH dgn ktrg..LOL

si kecik! dan si besar!

kecil kecil cili giling..hahaha

'JOYAH TIME!!!!!!!!!!' shu x beri perhatian? kene tarik keahlian nih..

and here u are,THE ONE AND ONLY,

miss siti nurshafiqah binti abdulah

"selamat hari lahir ke 21"

semoga persahabatan kita sentiasa diberkati Allah! amin..

woot woot !!

2010-08-05T11:48:00.006+05:30

Things may look harsh in the reality.There are times when you really need to calm down.

And think.

I just learnt that lesson I think. Things aren't THAT bad sometimes.

Just that you keep on having the negatives sides on your mind.

You won't move forward : (

Try to live your life to the fullest. There are SO MANY things you can do with your life!

Don't let stupid things OR stupid 'assholes' ruin it. (Well said husni, well said.)

Had awful days lately. But when I see you. Looks like everything is as clear as sky. Having you here to say,

'Everything is gonna be alright.'

Nothing can really compare to that feeling.

I've been saying this way too many times but yeah.

I really love you :') You know who you are,my dear!

Your place is only here,in my heart!

u can call me lame,i dont give a damn..LOL

2010-07-28T08:34:00.001+05:30

"The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a

porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away

feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had."

rezeki aku

2010-07-24T17:20:00.006+05:30

Salam guys,

Ok,azam nak tulis dalam bahasa melayu kali nih..

Kali ini aku nak kongsi sedikit la pasal keputusan first year MBBS aku yg baru aku tahu minggu lepas. Alhamdullilah ,aku lepas dengan kelas pertama. Mmg tak disangka!
Bukan aku nak berbangga diri,tapi setelah menempuh pelbagai dugaan dekat INDIA, aku rase sangat bersyukur sangat!. Aku berjaya melepasi tahun pertama!

check online jer result,maju kan?

no giliran aku. 09M01068

see, 3 subjek yg hardcore!

alhamdulillah!

Senior aku ade yg cakap,tahun pertame mmg susah. Sumernye teori. Banyak baca,banyaklah markah ko. Tapi, fokus dalam kelas dengan kemampuan ko mengingat sangat diperlukan la. Aku banyak guna past years punye soalan. Alhamdullillah sgt banyak membantu.

Pernah kot,aku punyer la bace byk giler,tapi,seciput je yg dpt diingat.

Kuasa DIA juga mmg aku berterimakasih. Mak ayah aku pesan, belajar banyak2,kalo tak ingat TUHAN, tak guna jugak..kalo ko LEPAS,tuh kira nasibko la,,tambah,ilmu ko tak berkat..mmg aku akui la,aku ni tak la sealim mane,tapi aku cuba la melengkapkan segale yg wajib.

Ok,kembali pade keputusan exam tuh, 1st year MBBS nih ade 3 subjects,
1. anatomy..(gross,histo,embryo bla3)
2. physiology
3. biochemistry

Memang nampak sikit je bilangan subjek,tapi syllabus sgt banyak..tambah lagi ko blaja dlm tempoh setahun je. Dengan lecturer yg ade yg malas bagi kerjesama. Tahu marah student aje.!

Semase exam final aritu, aku mmg cuak sgt dgn paper physio. Aku call mak aku nangis2 lagi.
Tak boleh buat! Banyak tinggal soalan. Jawab pon tak confident. Anatomy ok la, biasa2 saje.
Biochem je yg aku rase confident gler. Mungkin sebab aku terlebih bersedia untuk biochem kut.

Dengan kuase Allah kan, semua nyer dipermudahkan. Memang rezeki aku la.

Aku ambil kesempatan nih nak ucapkan terima kasih pada parent aku yg sentiase bagi sokongan, lecturers dan PGs,member2..mcm faheem ( ktrg ber2 je student medic lelaki melayu kat uni tuh. thanx bro! banyak tolong aku),hafiz (walaupun budak dental,tapi,semangat yg ko bg mmg terbaik la! ), albert, ling ,phoebe,nawa,mira,onie,seniors dan semua lah dekat JSS University, Mysore, India..kawan2 tempe (local students), shufasha(aku rase aku call die nih ari2,release tension) dan semua pihak yg terlibat! (ramai sgt sampai x termention,sorry!)

TERIMA KASIH je yg mampu aku ucapkan dan tahniah kepada mereka yg berjaya! Jumpe anda di tahun kedua. =)

InsyaAllah, 2nd year yg bakal start 2 minggu lagi akan aku berikan segalanya dan semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya.
Amin.

keluarga aku di Mysore, India.

p/s: rathna maam punyer coklat tak beli lagi! susah betol la lecturer physio sorg nih, nak coklat dari malaysia! sedap katanyer~

this is what we called MEDICAL WORLD!

2010-07-23T09:29:00.001+05:30

think who u'll be?

till then,

adiosa!

1st mini reunion!

2010-07-23T08:08:00.004+05:30

sunway,12th July 2010

from little home

2010-07-08T19:40:00.003+05:30

salam folk.

Blogging from my sweet home town! Pekan,Pahang Darul Makmur.

yeah,looking forward to watch eclipse,toy story 3 and many more movies..

but,I dont have people to accompany me!

crap! stay far away from my best buddies totally made me INSANE!

today,I went to east coast mall ALONE! yeah,ALONE...without any friend or friendssssss..

hell! now I came to realize, no matter how long my holiday gonna be,the joyfulness is totally depends on how I spend it.

Its nothing to do with how many days of my HOLIDAY! right?

ok,next week,I hope,I can devote most of my ample time with my 'geng sekepala'! we already planned,and hope everything run as what we hope so! InsyaAllah.

till then,

adiosa~

screwed-est exam ever

2010-06-26T18:16:00.004+05:30

salam folks!

Today is saturday and I feel very very senang hati! Theory papers officially 'gulung tikar' and I was like,only God know how screwed and terrible am I, facing all the 5 papers in a row non stop.

15 hours exam in 5 days! hell!

I still got practical and viva exam before I can happily declare this BIG war is finally over!

but,folks, for this coming practical,I really lack of mood to touch the books for the time being. My circadian rhythm totally disrupted. I have no idea when I slept and when I got up. It happened out of my mind's control. This is what we called exam-syndrome! crap.

I cant wait to go back and folks, catch me @ MALAYSIA ok.1 week left.

My sleep-debt still not fully paid yet. =P

*need to continue.

till then,

adiosa and Pray for my success ok!

last internal is over

2010-06-05T19:07:00.007+05:30

salam folks,

oh God,finally my 3rd internal is over.But, I am feel-less. No happy,no joy,no cheer cos I knew, the BIG moment (final exam) is waiting for me.

I'm freakin satisfied with this 3rd internal progress.

Everything went well and Thank God because I able to cover most of the portions before the exam. I put so much effort and hope on it. =) and I made it.

I passed biochem and physiology . Hopefully,my anatomy mark gonna be the highest mark among the three internals coz I need to carry the best two results. I have to.

Pray for me ok!

I still got 2 weeks left for final exam and it is too precious for me. I must manage my time wisely. I am positive that I can fully cover all the portions.LOL!!!!!

*sounds impossible*

Owh shoot,I cant wait to fly back to my sweetie home!

Mak!!!!!!!!!! nak ikan keli masak sambal and char keuy teow! ppfffttt!!!!!!

got testis and spermatic cord for 3rd internal gross discussion.

i think i did well. wink3.

current updates

2010-06-01T19:56:00.007+05:30

salam folks,

it has been a while since I last updated my blog!

I was effing damn busy with 3rd internal thingy.got insomnia,tachycardia,breathlessness and

all because of u,MR.EXAM! HECTIC LIFE la...I am not sure whether i did well or not.

just got paper for biochemistry. THANK GOD,i passed ! though it's only above the border, I damn pleased because it give a good stimulus for me to attain good mark in final exam,.

I was kinda surprise when i received that paper! My expectation was around 30 something coz so many question I left untouched! it was freakin amazing!

And today, I travelled all over the college area just to complete the 'no due' form to sit for final exam. Feel like I was in AMAZING RACE reality show. and best thing is, we did (the amazing race thingy) after stood up for 5 hours non stop during practical paper. They biochemistry people r so mean! It was so suffering and can u guys imagine u standing up from KL to PENANG in the bus without sit and food. I was so pissed off! ppppffftttt..

ok.need to study for final now! God,i have a lot thing to read and now, I hope , I can focus for this approaching examination before fly back to malaysia for 1 month break!!! hooooooraaaaaayyyyy.........

2 yolks 1 egg

2010-05-17T17:51:00.005+05:30

hey folks! wassup?

its still not too late for me to wish

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY

TO ALL MY TEACHERS and also MY BEAUTIFUL PARENTS.

ok,i wanna ask something here,can anyone explain to me how an egg can have two yolks?

yesterday,when preparing for the dinner, i was a bit amazed bcos my eggs got 2 yolks!

and what does it mean?

hafiz ( my housemate said,double-yolked egg is not 100% give twin baby chicken)-It just a double sacs of placenta.

while i tought that egg got two embryos.

who's assumption is true ha?

I've never seen a double yolk egg myself before this and I was curious how common it is.

so guys,cau u please Go google it and tell me.I need to prepare for my dinner now.

Adiosa!

fried rice with double yolks egg.

*very difficult to find this in malaysia,i guess.

after 2 weeks

2010-05-14T21:31:00.010+05:30

salam..

HOLY CRAP,i still cant believe that i left my blog untouched for about 2 weeks...

i admit that,im not into it (updating the blog) since someone simply gave a comment to me that dont express ur feeling here! its not a proper way..

wtf! this is my blog..i dont give a damn at all about u..i never force anyone to read my blog?? ryte??

go to he** la..mind ur own bussiness..

ok...

(happy mood is activated)

you know what guys,only 2 weeks left for me to get prepare for the 3rd internal!

sounds ridiculous ryte for me to cover up all portions..

i knew,but,i'll try...lol..

busy with new house thingy,exam,bike ..totally making me damn tensed sometimes!

for those who get scolded by me,i am really sorry! i cant control my emotions! it was effing mixed up.

and,i hate my apartment's manager! he's like a little devil sent by a king of hell to destroy my happiness here.

hey old man,i paid 1.4 lakh rupees to stay here,and u scolded me bcos my friend's bicycles not arrange properly?

(and its not mine ok!!!) what so wrong with you!

you better beware ok,i will ruin your life someday! this is a blackmail.!

exam,exam,exam..

3rd internal: 27th may.

final exam: 21st june.

i still have soooooooooo much thing to read and i was like,i can finish it,dun worry..though i knew i cant cover all of it.lol....T_____________________T

to my dear mummy,happy belated mother's day!

i love u so much from the bottom of my heart..u r my angel and no one can replace your position!

just tell me,how many sareees u want..i will buy for u..SURE!

miss u,miss u,miss u..

and to all my friends in INDIA,

happy study..i know we can do it.

if you cant convince them ( examiner), at least confuse them.

THIS IS THE LAW OF ANSWERING EXAMS..

good luck!!!

*i promise i'll never leave my blog untouched like this anymore.

till then,

adiosa~

my room.BEN 10? LOL.

i bet this hall can be occupied by almost 30 persons.

me with my housemates and seniors.

other side of my room.

we cooked for the housewarming.tq mummy for ur pulut kuning's recipe.

it was menjadi!

enjoy~

2010-04-22T22:09:00.004+05:30

i hope he satisfied because i already put this video here.

i did watched it ok.

but,this video is a lil bit weird la.I cannot get the main storyline.

Anyone can explain to me?

little trendsetter

2010-04-15T22:29:00.008+05:30

suri cruise.

you are efffing gorgeous and eye-catching.

she never fail to blow me away with her dresses and hair.

she is a real LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE.

thank you,cadaver

2010-04-13T18:16:00.005+05:30

salam guys..

rase dah lame tak update blog nih.ntah la,maybe sebab elektrik kt india ni mcm chipsmore kot,sekejap ade,memanjang xde!!!!!! lol..

btw,saje je nk cerita pasal gambar kt atas nih.actually,gambar nie aku snap kt dissection hall.nih process mengisi formalin kt badan cadaver tuh,ala2 nk preserve die la..

tapi kan,time procedure nih dijalankan,tiba2 ade satu group family masok terjah dissection hall kitaorg..pelik la kan? apsal pulak ade makcik2 dtg nih..rupa2 nyer,derg tuh adalah family simati.

mmg sedih la tgk wife simati tenung suami die..siap halau2 lalat lagi dkt muka si suami. bergenang jugaklah airmata makcik tuh..mane taknyer,kalo korg perasan,ade satu lg table yg mayat macam dh nk hancor (belah kanan)..for sure makcik tuh sedih kan suami die bakal jadik mcm cadaver yg hancor tuh.aku pikir if simati tuh adalah family aku,mmg aku takkan bagi dekat medical college sebagai specimen.aku mmg narrow-minded,so what? tak sanggup aku,tgk mayat family aku diperlakukan mcm smpah.tapi,mmg jasa cadaver nih besar sgt kepada serg DOKTOR. mmg xdapat dinafikan! tanpa mereka,aku tak tau la ape akan jadik pada dunia perubatan.

yang best nyer die india nih,ak perasan byk sgt mayat kt dalam stor dissection hall tuh. maybe ahli keluarga sendiri yg jual derg kot? sape tahu?

till then,

adiosa.

i dont want your promises

2010-04-09T01:35:00.004+05:30

"You don't have to promise me the moon or stars . . . just promise that you will stand under them with me."

dont promise me if you can not sure whether you can make it or not.

dont give me a hope.

gallery!

2010-04-04T10:29:00.005+05:30

to all art gallery owners on earth,please evaluate these so-called art works,

done in the lecture hall,especially during embryology and biochemistry's classes!

ENJOY~~

chicken + cow =chickow

yeah,there is a tunnel in you ear!

estrogen over-dosage,,,

i am the cutest angel!! right right??

no caption..18sg! lol.

how's the artworks?

dont simply judge medical student doesnt hv art's talent,

we do have it,

but we apply it into different channel.

*btw,these are not my artworks,,it's my friend's! huhuhu...

berubah lah

2010-03-30T20:53:00.005+05:30

tetiba diri ni merasakan 5 dan 1/2 tahun di india tersangat lah lama.nak je aku ubah masa silam.aku sedikit regret la dengan keputusan aku study dkt india nih.serious menyesal.kalau study kat malaysia kan bagus.beban dkt sinih mmg tak terangkat lah.dengan penduduk tempatan yang pelbagai ragam.ak penat!.kawan baik pulak berperangai pelik sehari dua nih.apa aku cakap,ade je yg salah,iye,ko je la yg betol!

aku nak balik malaysia.mmg medic india tough.mungkin aku tak cukop tough untuk go through sumer nih. penat,letih,tertekan,fed up.sumer ade.plus,aku x de good listener's friend kat sini.ade pon,sorg dua.takkan aku nak bebankan dierg dgn masalah aku je kan?masalah die pon die kene settlekan jugak.

first year tinggal lagi almost 4 bulan.insyaAllah,if everything goes well,ak naik 2nd year la.memang dugaan sangat hebat dekat sini.pernah aku terfikir,kalo la aku study betol2 time spm dulu,xde la aku tercampak kat india nih.tapi,ape boleh buat,ini adalah nasib aku.asalkan ade org nak sponsor.jangan demand demand la.awak tuh tak la pandai mana pon.

lagi satu.aku dah penat buat baik dekat org,asyik kita je sacrifice untuk org laen,bukan penah nak appreciate.cakap bukan2 pasal aku ade la.jangan ingat aku nih x de perasaan.iye,aku mmg nampak happy memanjang,tak bermakna aku tak kesah dgn kata2 korg.bagi betis nak peha.tak pernah nak berterima kasih.sudah la.

ok la.saja je malam ni nak lepaskan stress.aku kene berubah la.aku mmg tak boleh beat diorg (local friend),so aku kene jadik macam diorg.kite dekat tempat org,kalo x pandai blend in,mmg tak boleh survive.lebih2 lagi dkt india,negara paling aneh pelik dan bla bla.aku adalah aku tapi differnt version.INDIA VERSION!

terima kasih kerna sudi baca coretan aku nih.

=))

*nak siapkan record histo.

ALLAH,mudahkan jalan hamba-Mu ini.kurangkan lah bebanan die..amin~~

TIADA GANTI!!!!

2010-03-26T01:15:00.006+05:30

jam di dinding: 2.15am

mood: kacau bilau.

salam guys..

kali nih aku tulis post dalam bahasa melayu la..untuk memudahkan korg 'menangkap' mesej yg aku nk cube sampaikan nih..

okay,kembali ke tajuk post nih,sehari dua nih aku tetibe rindu dekat best mates aku dkt sekolah menengah dulu..

best friends @ sekolah dato' abdul razak,seremban.

seperti yg korg tahu la kan,belajar dekat oversea tak semudah yg disangke .memang kene pandai bawak diri.maksudnye,ko kene pandai bersosial kt kelas,pandai jage hati classmate,kene pandai blend in dengan culture dkt sinih..lebih2 lagi if ko study dkt INDIA! budaye mereka sgt la ANEH!

iye! mmg aku try sehabis baik ok untuk menjadi classmate yg terbaik ,terconcern,terhappy go lucky..tapi,smpai sekarang,aku masih rase macam ade gap between local students dgn malaysian students.mungkin member2 aku yg lain dh lamer perasan or tak perasan langsung,tapi bagi aku,aku just realized bende nih dlm seminggu dua nih.

local student nih memang layan kite dgn baik,tapi,mungkin bersebab..

sebab ktrg selalu siap homework awal,sebab kitaorg bawak mineral water gi kelas,sebab kiteorg salin notes,so that if cikgu tanyer,dengan selambe abah mereke,mengGRAB note book kiter untuk mencari jawapan,sebab ktrr BAIK,sebab malaysian students PANDAI (kecuali ak la)..

semuanye BERSEBAB!

so,mungkin sebab tuh la aku tetibe teringatkan zaman sekolah dulu..di MALAYSIA!!! syok weyh,,serious tak tipu!

dikelilingi kawan2 yang best2,and culture malaysia.

izzat nordin,azree amrun,syafiq MAS,nizar nordin,aqeem azam,taufik azri..

deorg nih lah antara best friends aku dkt SDAR dulu..

mmg cool la derg nih..5 tahun dgn derg,macam2 ktrg hadapi bersame..

antara peristiwa2 yg aku tak dapat lupekan sepanjang kite bersame di SDAR dulu.

1.ingat lagi tak waktu abis PMR,ade tayangan,tapi kite sumer escape ntuk tgk final Malaysian Idol..pastuh kantoi dgn sensei..lawak betol! sensei amek name kiter..pastuh,kite dgn strugglenyer mintak tolong lawi nego dgn sensei.sumer cuak takot kene panggil tym assembly! =))

2.niza and kotok,kes dengan cikgu JALAL! konon nk letak jawatan la sbg librarian..padahal salah kiter sendiri..menyalahgunakan kuase! masuk library secare haram untuk main pc internet ngan tgk tv..pastuh kantoi dgn cikgu nasir..!! lepas dh kantoi tuh,mak cik miah (librian) mmg anti ktrg la..kunci lib? "jangan harap aku nak bagi korg dh,penipu" kata mak cik miah...sebagai serang balas,siap ade pelan nk jatuhkan mak cik miah lagi..hahaha..MAK CIK MIAH,KAMI RINDU RENDANGMU..

3.di dining hall...kiter kan 'terlampau' baik dgn mak cik ani..mmg mak cik ani layan kiter macam anak die kan..seronok!! pastuh,'abg cawan' lak selalu nk mengorat kotok..lol..rindu la dekat mereke berdua.

4.hari guru 2006..time tuh ade konflik sikit kan antara kiter2..kotok dgn taman 3K nyer,pastuh,aku and nizar dgn kolam air pancur dekat tgh2 red carpet nyer..mmg macam2 idea keluar..sumer nyer yg GRAND2!

semate mate nak fight between each other..aku rase,sebab tuh la,2006 punyer hari guru paling tak boleh dilupekan! ingat lagi tak sape MC hari tuh??? semestinye nizar and sache la...suwigg~

5.jijah and nizar,(kawan terbaek yg selalu teman aku tapau makanan masuk kelas)..pastuh mkn if ader gap between classes..nizar,ingat lagi tak tym skali tuh,kiter nak bli,terkantoi dgn ustaz mahros? (bajet macam citer james bond je..menyorok nyorok la..)

6.tarian natasha? mafia,aku tau ko takkan lupe tarian tuh,,sepatotnyer,before fly arituh,ko kene buat tau tak...

menari di tengah padang selepas SPM macam org terencat!!!

7.kalo ade function dekat sekolah je,mesti kite2 akan ditugaskan sebagai 'pemberi hadiah@pingat or tukang buat kejutan!

muker kiterg sgtlah familiar disekolah dulu.

8.peristiwa mafia memaki maybon! waktu tgk siti kahwin tym prep..x bajet siot..if mafia tengah fokus dalam membuat sesuate kerja,jangan la ko menyemak or mengacau die,tak pasal2,berdarah telinga korng mendengar "kata2 manis " dari mulutnye.

9.aqeem kene patuk ular!!!! tym program JATI DIRI dkt melake,,gare2 mulut yg sangat PANTAS mencantas kate2 cikgu pearl..mmg terrible gler kem tuh..dh la ramai ke rashes..merepek je!

10.bermain dgn ikan sembilang yg besar gedabak dekat dining hall..mcm biawak! seram giler~

KENALI MEREKA BERENAM

inilah izzat nordin@mafia..sekarang study dekat university of alberta,canada. degree in biotechnology...org melake~

orang paling alim la dikalangan ktrg.respect la!

ini pulak aqeem azam@telo..sekarang study dekat Barts and The London SMD,london,UK

die nih medical student..trademark? dahi yg "kecil molek"..kuat makan!

inilah taufik azri@jijah..skrang nih die study actuarial science dekat university of minessota,US

desk mate aku tym form 2 and form 5..kalo ak g KL,mmg rumah die la jadik sasaran!

name die azree amrun..@effa...engineering student dekat newcastle university,UK.

memang seronok la if chat dengan die,x sedar mase and kredit berjalan..lol

syafiq mad ali nama diberi.kozac or kotok name manje..

medical student dekat IMS-Ramaiyah,Bangalore,India..

kamilah yg paling rapat dgn cik ani(dining hall) and cik miah(librian)

ini pulak nizar nordin..no nickname..

kalo die gelak,mmg satu blok dengar! kalo makan,die lah yg paling last habes..

die nie engineering student dekat German..tak sure U ape..

memang aku tak boleh lupekan peristiwa2 nih..banyak lagi la mende2 pelik yg ktrg buat,tak terdaya jari jemari aku nak menaip di pagi yg hening nih...dh la esok ade tutorial! bunk la jawapnnyer..

kepada bestfriends ku,korg mmg terbaek la,,thanx sgt kerana be with me since 2002! konflik mmg tak boleh dielakkan kan? sedangkan lidah lahi tergigit.

ape cter ngan plan reunion time OLIMPIC LONDON 2012?

ak on jer!

till then.

adiosa,

and HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!!!